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Wednesday, September 21, 2011

DenganMu Aku Tenang


Tuhan sentuh aku dengan cinta-Mu
Basuh rindu dendam hatiku
Berlari mencari diri-Mu
Terbata meraba di fatamorgana dunia

Tuhan ampun bila hamba terlena arungi sang hidup
Nenangis tercenung nafsu butakan sang mata
Berlutut memohon Engkau ampuni sang jiwa

Lewati sepi lewati duka
Di kehidupan yang sementara
Di dalam bising di dalam tawa
Hanya dengan-Mu aku tenang
Aku tenang

Berlari mencari terlempar tak pasti
Terbata meraba di fatamorgana dunia
Menangis tercenung nafsu butakan sang mata
Berlutut memohon Engkau ampuni sang jiwa

Lewati sepi lewati duka
Di kehidupan yang sementara
Di dalam bising di dalam tawa
Hanya dengan-Mu aku tenang
Aku tenang
Aku tenang
Aku tenang

denganMu aku tenang ~by :Opick.

"Sesungguhnya dengan mengingati Allah itu hati akan menjadi tenang." (Ar-ra'ad:28) .

Sabda Nabi s.a.w:"Aku berpesan kepada kamu semua supaya mengingati Allah, kerana hal itu dapat menghiburkan hati kamu dari segala kesulitan duniawi." (Riwayat ad-Dailami).

Saturday, September 17, 2011

be grateful


assalamualaikum wbt...

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

result sudah keluar. Alhamdulillah, Allah swt bagi saya lulus. walaupun masih tak dapat A satu subjek pun, just be grateful. Dia; Allah swt telah memberi yang terbaik. semat elok2 dalam hati pasal tu. supaya kamu sentiasa menjadi hamba yang bersyukur.

Firman Allah s.w.t yang bermaksud: “Dan apa saja nikmat yang ada padamu, maka dari Allahlah (datangnya).” (Surah An-Nahl ayat 53)

segala apa yang dikurniakan oleh Allah swt hakikatnya adalah ujian di dalam hidup kita. tak putus diuji sebenarnya. bukan sesuatu yang menyebabkan kita stress, kita berada dalam kesusahan sahaja yang dikatakan ujian. tapi, harta, pangkat, sanjungan dan puji-pujian juga adalah ujian daripada-Nya.

tetapi, kita dapat lihat berapa ramai yang sedar akan hakikat kesenangan itu suatu ujian?

betapa ramai yang mengeluh.

betapa ramai yang lalai.

sekadar peringatan untuk diri sendiri.

mabruk untuk sahabat yang lulus semua subjek. bagi yang diuji dengan ada subjek yang perlu diulang, semoga Allah swt kuatkan kalian. selamat berjaya untuk exam. Allahu yusahhil insyaAllah.

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Alhamdulillah. hari ni kakak SC (usrah) saya semasa saya ditahun 1 dulu telah selamat diijabkabulkan. walimah akan diadakan selepas depa grad tahun depan. bila difikir-fikir, banyak nya yang telah berubah. Dia dah berstatus PUAN. dan ramai lagi senior2 yang lain yang juga telah bertukar status. yang dah jadi bapa pun dah ada. sejak dari tahun lepas kalau tak silap, bilangan yang berkahwin bertambah-tambah. itulah takdir Allah. mereka masing-masing ada kisah '6 tahun' yang akan dikenangkan. ehee...macam 5 tahun 5 bulan.

mabruk Nurul Izyani Rosley dan Abdul Rahim Suhaini. bekas Timbalan pengerusi PCI dan bekas Pengerusi PCI.

tak sangka, mimpi tu jadi betul2 pula. (actually masa tu dah dilamar pun;p)

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Alhamdulillah. jumpa ore kapung sebagai pembaca blog. ahaii...tak sangkanya. Syafa, syukran katheera.

dan tak lupa untuk awak yang duk kat galaxy tu Nur Islah, ;p syukran katheera juga. harap2nya kamu happy je di UIA nun sana. :D

zana, fatin, oggy, hasmah...

mereka yang disebut di atas antara yang selalu baca dan bagi komen atau tinggalkan jejak. minta maaf yang tak ditulis namanya.

of course i have to appreciate them. sebab blog ni bukan blog famous pun. yang biasa2 sahaja. ilmu pun tak banyak. jadi, bila ada yang mereka ni, memberi semangat untuk update. terharu...~

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ok, saya lah doktor yang degil untuk pegi klinik nanti. dah 2-3 hari demam. puncanya tonsillitis. selalu sangat dia ni datang. makan ubat, bertahan untuk lebih kurang 6 jam. lepas tu ketaq balik. huu~ and alamatnya tak dapat lah join deme pegi rehlah isnin ni. minta maaf sangat2 ye.

*sakit itu kaffarah dosa

kak ngah : ma, saeng2 kak ngoh ajak gi lata belatan.
ma : mano tu?
kak ngah : ganu
ma : jauhnya...emmm....

ehee...~dah tau dah jawapannya. permission denied. dia dah mula risau dan fikir macam2. but, it's ok. Mak mana tak sayangkan anak. sayang Ma <3

ini kali kedua saya minta keluar dari kelantan sejak saya tahun 1. jawapan masih sama. jadi, kalau nak saya ikut program luar kelantan, doa2kan lah saya ye =D.

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entry ringkas sebagai catatan. wallahu a'alam.

semoga sentiasa dalam rahmat Allah swt.

Friday, September 9, 2011

survival tips for medical students from Dr.Harlina


assalamualaikum wbt...

SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 1 - Thank Allah (God) for this golden opportunity. Allow yourself to be trained with the basic medical knowledge, skills, attitudes and behaviours that are essential for the profession. If you're a caring, responsible, unselfish and emphatic person, half the battle is won. If you're not, it's a long way ahead!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 2 - Do not be afraid to make mistakes now. As students, you learn thro' your mistakes and corrections by your teachers. If you're scolded or criticized for your mistakes, be strong. You could only be hurt or affected as much as you have allowed yourself to be!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 3 - Look forward for your exams, instead of being depressed over them. Two reasons for that; first - exams are TRADEMARK of medical schools (they are here to stay!), secondly - they serve as signboards, telling you how close (or how far) you're to the destiny. Enjoy & cherish them!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 4 - Enhance your passion & hunger for knowledge. You might have your own learning style, but you can always switch your approach from superficial to deep. Learn because you really wanna know, not for simply passing exams (superficial approach)!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 5 - Appreciate the cooperative patients who have agreed to allow you to examine them. Give them their due respect. Despite their pain and misery, they let you `disturb' their rest/sleep. Promise yourself that you will be a competent doctor one day, so all the patients' sacrifice for you would not go wasteful!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 6 - Apply active participation in your learning process. Force yourself to come forward the next time your clinical teacher looks for a volunteer to clerk a patient, perform a physical exam, assist in a procedure or operation. You will be rewarded with a great sense of achievement, much more than your passive friends - even if you gonna get some criticism/ negative feedback at the end.


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 7 - Do not procrastinate, submit assignments before deadline. Do not postpone till the very last minute, no matter how tempting it is to delay. Put in your best effort in everything you do. Be exceptional, not just a mediocre!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 8 - Ask questions, clarify any area of doubt. Make it a must to ask your teacher before a teaching session ends. Keep asking - there are no such things as stupid questions - only stupid answers! A lot of active, critical thinking must come before asking...it might be too much for some, eh? No wonder you all are no longer asking these days!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 9 - Never leave God behind in your pursuit to be the men/women of medicine. As healers, we are the INSTRUMENT of God's mercy. Continue your strive to be close to Him, for you will definitely need Him endlessly. It is through your hands, words, eyes and smiles that God is going to cure and care for the sick and fallen. May you deserve such honour!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 10 - Keep in touch with your parents & family. They're your best support. Update them with your progress. Include them into your busy, busy stressed-up life. Share with them your sorrow, but convince them that you'll be fine with their prayers tagged along.


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 11 - Try your best to make your teachers feel respected and appreciated. Take what is good from them, whilst forgive them for their shortcomings. Assist your teachers by getting actively involved in teaching learning activities. Make them interactive, lively, fun and enjoyable. Help your teachers, they need you to be on board!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 12 - Strengthen your friendship with peers, seniors & juniors. Don't be a loner. Help one another always. Study in a group, studying alone limits your understanding & perspective. The best way to learn is to teach! So, teach one another - you'll be amazed by the result of such teamwork.


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 13 - Spend your holiday/semester break with your family. Visit your grandparents, uncles, aunts & cousins. Let them see the `new, better, matured' future family doctor whom they're so proud of. Impress them with your improved communication & interpersonal skills. Listen attentively to their complaints, groans & moans. Gently remind them, you're not yet licensed to treat...


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 14 - Manage your time wisely. Sleep early and wake up fresh. Do not compromise your sleeping time by spending too much time online. Chronic sleep deprivation will only result in higher level of stress! Stop the vicious cycle, NOW!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 15 - Pluck your courage to greet ALL your teachers when you meet them at the corridors/cafetaria/lifts etc. Don't expect them to remember your name, unless you're really exceptional. They might not be smiling back to you, but your consistent greetings will somewhat make your face familiar to them. At least they realize that you EXIST....and that really matters.


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 16 - Train yourself to serve others always. After all, medical profession is about public servitude. Your calling is to go all out to help, assist and facilitate others. Altruism (placing other's interest before one self) is the keystone of medicine. Without it, the whole arch of medicine collapses!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 17 - Overcome your fear, sadness and uncertainties with constant reminder that what you're aiming for is not something ordinary. Training to be a medical doctor pushes you to your limits! Be warned, the sailing is not going to be smooth, it's an uphill climb, a lifelong commitment.


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 18 - Learn to be genuinely interested in your patient's life - not simply his/her diseases. Remember this equation : Patient = Person + Disease. While learning how to doctor the disease, never forget to doctor the PERSON, who is made up of body, mind, heart & soul.


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 19 - Jump out of the bed with enthusiasm and excitement each morning. Promise yourself that you're going to make full use of the many golden opportunities in front of you. Say your morning prayers consistently, without fail. Look into the mirror and say it out loud : I believe I can be a better person today, better than yesterday, InsyaAllah!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 20 - Be emotionally intelligent. Manage your emotions wisely. Remember, emotion is the window to your thoughts. When you're feeling happy and motivated, you're thinking positive thoughts. When you're feeling down and demoralized, your head is full with negative thoughts. Ask yourself, how much do you want to ALLOW the trigger/stimulus to affect you emotionally...it's your own choice!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS : Tip no. 21 - Stop being a perfectionist, for one good reason - no human being can be perfect! Be kind to your self, please. Set an achievable target, strive to overcome challenges and acknowledge your own achievement, no matter how small. Wanting to excel will motivate you, aiming for perfection will only drain you out DRY!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS: Tip no. 22 - Focus on your study. Do not allow distractions to interfere with your concentration. Apply deep learning strategy - focus on YOUR own pumping heart when you're studying CVS, on YOUR own thinking brain when you're reading about neurons & synapses! Studying is not supposed to be burdening, it should be liberating, enjoyable and empowering.


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS: Tip no. 23 - Fight your laziness with this reminder - nobody likes to consult a LAZY doctor, not even yourself! Being lazy is a waste of resources, a thief of your precious time and a betrayal to your potentials. Come on, grab the books, spend a lot of time in the wards/clinics and finish off your calls. Say goodbye to laziness TODAY!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS: Tip no. 24 - Seek professional help ASAP once you detect symptoms of depression & anxiety within yourself. Lack of energy, loss of interest, insomnia, isolation and crying spells...to name a few. Help your friends with such symptoms - esp. if they're still in denial. Life as medical students can be very challenging & frightening, so monitor your progress closely!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS: Tip no. 25 - Be exceptionally strong in your spiritual development. A doctor's soul needs constant enhancement and purification. It's your pure and sincere intention that serves as a shining beacon in the dark, showing you the way. Do not ever neglect your soul, or else you'll get easily de-motivated, demoralized, derailed and defeated!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS: Tip no. 26 - Optimize your studying time to obtain as much medical knowledge

as possible. Take up all opportunities to sharpen your generic and medical skills. Equip yourself with appropriate manners and attitudes. Do not just aim for a borderline pass. How would you like consulting a doctor who only knows 5 out of 10 causes of acute abdominal pain?


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS: Tip no. 27 - Take care of your love life, if you have decided you’re ready to commit for one. If it’s taking away too much of your time and energy, simply trying to make the other person happy – I guess you know where you’re heading to. Be wise in managing your priorities, first thing first! If things between you and him/her turn sour, do not mourn too long. Pick up the pieces and move on.


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS: Tip no. 28 - Return to your old schools if you have the opportunities to do so. Meet up your old teachers and motivate the juniors to follow your footsteps. Walk down those familiar corridors and bring back good memories, of how confident and enthusiastic you were feeling, once upon a time! Wonder where have all those feelings gone to? When did you exactly lose them? Work hard to regain those feelings.


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS: Tip no. 29 - Pray that you are going to do everything better today, InsyaAllah. Promise yourself that today is going to better than yesterday and tomorrow should be better than today. That's the only way to improve and move forward. If you're doing otherwise, whereby today is worse than yesterday - you're really regressing, not progressing here!


SURVIVAL TIPS FOR MEDICAL STUDENTS: Tip no. 30 - Pay attention to the needs of your body, mind, heart & soul. When your body is tired & your mind is exhausted, find rest by uplifting your emotion & spirit. Do not drown your soul with fake entertainment - providing temporary relief. Handle your fragile emotion with care.


assalamualaikum wbt..


Alhamdulillah, boleh juga update=). pernah terasa nak berhenti saja blogging buat sementara waktu dek kerana idea yang tak ada. entry hari ni untuk perkongsian kepada semua dan sebagai panduan untuk diri saya sendiri untuk menjadi doktor sebenar-benar doktor. yang boleh rawat pesakitnya.


tip ini semua saya dapat daripada laman facebook Dr.Har sendiri. she's currently writting daily tips for medical students, teachers and from another account (Ummu Syifa' Deena) she's writting about 'Talian Hayat Buat Isteri'. hari-hari dapat tip. hee..~eventhough she doesn't know me, but she's still my idol to be a good muslim doctor. to be an ordinary person, we should do an ordinary effort...or actually we need many ordinary effortS to be done. I wish I can be like her.


idea sudah datang. nampaknya untuk ada idea untuk menulis, saya sendiri kena banyak membaca. tapi, untuk meluahkan idea tu, kena tunggu ada masa lah pulak *ceh, bajet sibuk*


sabar menunggu result semester ke-8 hari tu. tahun 2,3 dah keluar. tinggal tahun 4 dan 5...tahun 1 pun belum kalau tak silap. doakan kami lulus dan berjaya ke tahun 5 dengan aman. amiin. insyaAllah. ma pesan tak payah risau sangat.huu...macam2 perasaan ada.


ok, semoga sentiasa dalam rahmat Allah =).


lots of love from rumah tepi sawah.



Monday, September 5, 2011

mencari

assalamualaikum wbt..

Allah...

rindu blog.

idea kering. bila check traffic blog... KOSONG! blog ni semakin kekeringan entry sebab tuan rumah betul2 kering idea! jiwa tak terisi dengan tarbiyah hidup agaknya. err..bukan 'agaknya' lagi, tetapi 'memang pun'. kalau dah hidup terperap di rumah, buang masa....mana nak dapat pengisian hidup? buka laptop buka benda sama.

sebenarnya, dah beberapa entry ditulis. tapi, semuanya separuh jalan. bila cuba baca, rupanya sekadar menulis monolog hati yang entah pape.

saya cuba mencari sesuatu untuk dibaca. ditilik rak2 buku di rumah. haih...buku sama.

terdetik di hati ingin membaca sebuah buku ni. 'Jalan Cinta Para Pejuang'. buku Indonesia rupanya. mana lah saya nak cari. mula terbaca mengenai buku ni semasa pertama kali terbaca kisah cinta Saidatina Fatimah puteri Rasulullah saw dan Saiyidina Ali KWJ. kemudian saya baca kisah cinta Salman Al-Farisi terhadap seorang gadis solehah di Madinah.

kisah cinta yang agung. benar lah cinta itu fitrah kerana para pejuang Islam ini sendiri jatuh cinta. tapi, apa yang membezakan dengan dunia sekarang adalah CARA PENGURUSANNYA. silap pengurusannya, akhirnya fitrah itu bertukar fitnah.

sedikit kata2 daripada buku JCPP ni ..

jika kita menghijrahkan cinta; dari kata benda menjadi kata kerja maka tersusunlah sebuah kalimat peradaban dalam paragraf sejarah jika kita menghijrahkan cinta; dari jatuh cinta menuju bangun cinta maka cinta menjadi sebuah istana, tinggi menggapai surga


sangat tersirat,bagi saya.

mana nak cari buku ni???

next, ini sebuah novel =).

Quartet. saya dah tanya beberapa orang, "best tak Quartet?". kalau nak beli, biar berbaloi. kalau jalan penceritaannya bagus, insyaAllah mesej sampai. akhirnya, jumpa entry ni. Apa kata saya tentang novel Quartet?

ok. kena pergi kedai buku. banyak lagi buku yang nak dicari.

tertarik satu mesej dalam ulasan buku Quartet tu.

~takdir itu berada di hujung usaha~

nak baca buku 'Tautan Hati' juga. walaupun dah lama buku ni dijual, dan dah ramai yang dah baca...tapi saya belum baca. saya baca 'anak' dia je. cerpen -seindah mawar berduri-


mencari-cari 'mawar' yang betul2 mempertahankan kelopaknya sehingga ke akhirnya, untuk aku ikuti. ~hey, jadi lah 'mawar' tu.

"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, janganlah pesongkan hati kami setelah Engkau beri hidaya kepada kami"

wallahu a'alam.